PUZZLE OF SOLITUDE PART TWO


DSC01598THE PUZZLE OF SOLITUDE will always be a puzzle because our lives, solo or mated, are puzzled by too much solitude, or not enough.

December and January. I fought what seemed endless solitude with my Irish Russian temper; bashing and short-tempered with customer service, world news, and mindless tasks. Then in February, it seemed that the fire dulled, and consciousness triumphed. It was a long wait; sometimes I have convinced my basement of survival would sink. It did not. There was an adventure that I did not know was happening until now, three months later.
I learned how to make friends with myself, and find the frolic and follies in the world that I created. I had to laugh alone and so I watched screwball comedies and recognized the humor of my irregularities; wearing a sweater inside out, pouring coffee into a wine glass for a cocktail, and chuckling up and down the staircase, because I kept forgetting where I left my phone. My head was elsewhere-daydreaming.
I learned how to repair house calamities; screw and unscrew doors and windows, seal up cracks, and paint. I rejuvenated every wood board, handle, chair, and table with Old English Oil. As one pal commented on a visit to the house, ‘ It’s a perfect day for Old English! โ€˜I needed to see a transformation, and at the time, my direction was to convert this house into the museum of cool. Then I would get a swell of vacation rental bookings from Trip advisor, VRBO, and Homeaway, and drive west, north, and south; lifting up the curtain on a new and more exhilarating act.
A surprise from the weather channel, we were basking in the sunlight in March. The winter was milder than I had ever experienced here; and how could I complain when half of the USA was sliding, sinking, or snowbound without a way out. The ease of adaptation was preserved by the horrific scenes in the Midwest and East. In the kitchen; my heart simmered while stirring my weekly slumguillion gumbo, stew, and casseroles, chopping away while listening to Tony Bennett, Nat King Cole, and Frank Sinatra.
Winter has in the past been a funnel that leads to writing. Not this winter; my last column was in November. The activity of pushing forward became important, and the results were compelling. If I was not able to write it was because the material was not dry. TOO

LET A MAN BE A MAN LET A WOMAN BE A WOMAN


Bob and Baez
Bob and Baez

Dress for them, cook for them, touch for them, and give them a chance to love you.


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London (Photo credit: @Doug88888)

 

Snowflakes, and charcoal sketched clouds soufflรฉ the sky.ย 

 

 

 

โ€œDarling! Please shovel the front porch,โ€ I say to no one as my hand lazily grips
the handle, carelessly moving the shovel.

 

  • I watch the street. There are suits
    and skirts straddling terrorist chic back packs, and tiny children dressed in
    wool coats with tied hats prance behind Mums, on their Saturday shop day.

 

  • SOME musicians are playing on
    one corner on the other side of the street is the Symphony Hall, squared between a paste
    up pattern of colorful ancient theaters, opening doors to restaurant windowsย  lit with
    candles, perfumed air, and smoky pubs pack and push blokes and chicks.
  • I
    am in London.
  • In my home; in Santa Fe, New
    Mexico a muscle of winter has squeezed the
    noise of street life.
  • I chose between ribbons and bows sipping and sliding down Palace Avenue,
    to eat Chocolate pumpkin cream in zippered toes, on the rug, next to the
    fireplace.

    Huggin and kissin the Prancers and Dancers of my gang

    ITS HOLIDAY SEASON SOย  SWING, SING, ROCK, WAVE,
    SMILE, GIVE

  • BAKE, READ, CREATE,
  • KISS CHRISTMAS.

 

SURREALISM OR MOVEMENT


ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Iโ€˜ve been stalked by a sensation and image of Loulou, scrambled up in whistles blowing, each one commanding me in a different direction. The annoyance of conflicting orders robs me of my Aladdin ( magic moments), DICE LOGO

sURREALISM 2
sURREALISM 2 (Photo credit: Nesster)

ย AS I CLEAR OUT THE FEAR OF NEW FEELINGS .ย  I feel like time isย  belted with interior stop lights, instructions, and preparation for a new passage to go through.ย  What happens is subtle, but when so much time is placed in introspection,ย  life looses itโ€™s Aladdin. It is time to polish my gold lamp and follow anย  unknown light. Do you know what I mean?

THE PUZZLE OF SOLITUDE


The oaks andย  elm trees are almost naked;ย  butterscotch leaves are face down, like half eaten lollipops. Lurching in the east; a mass of thick charcoal clouds without any wind to push them towards us.ย  This outdoor stillness and the hum of my refrigerator are subtle signals of the approaching hand of winter. The silence is like a cooking pot cover that secures my spirit into acceptance.ย  Listening to classical piano concerto’s, blue grass on Saturday, the blues on Sunday and rock & roll on Friday. Musicians are my guests, as much as the wild birds that pluckย  from my feeders.

Sometimes, solitude feels like a draft and no matter how many sweaters Iย  put on, the seclusion tugs at my bones. There are a lot of us soloists that reside in Santa Fe. We are not questioned or scolded for our behavior, we are left alone!ย  If I am drawn into an empty canvass of what seems my destiny, I draw the opposite silhouette.ย  I am the light against the dark.ย ย  The green light in my headย  reminds me that I have my teeth, my long legs, and some passion for almost everything that God and man created.ย  I just can’t decide which passion to follow. Should I do aย  museum, gallery, lecture, drive to Taos, go to a concert, dance at El Farol, take Flamenco lessons, engage strangers in conversation, watch old movies, read more of the stacks of books on my bedside table. Should I interview the straggly teenagers in the park or hit up the high rollers? Should I write, submit or edit:ย  clean the laundry room, make a thick chili stew, iron my clothes or pick up leaves. Living unstructured is a discipline that threads easily some days, and when it doesn’t, I have to control my passion for daydreaming.

My daydreams: to inhale ocean air, to bogey board, to hike, ride horses, go to Lincoln Center, the wine county, Prague, Sicily, and Russia. My passion to be around little children at Christmas and stare at their patent leather shoes, and to eat pumpkin pie for breakfast, to converse on philosophy, the arts, social trends, and the interior life.ย  My passion for impulsive trips on the road to Kentucky and Tennessee, anywhere I’ve never been; I will go.ย  The obstacle I place in front of me; I don’t want to travel alone. I’m plain afraid. I’m afraid to fly more than two hours, my sense of direction is worse than anyone I’ve ever met, and I pack too many clothes to carry, and end up with a raw neck and numb arm.

Once in Annecy, France, I walked for hours trying to find my hotel. I circled the squareOld part of Annecy (France)

twelve times. I’d not eaten a meal in several days because my coin satchel was half full . In a moment, I just fainted and swooped down to the ground. A Frenchman was kneeling beside me when I opened my eyes. We sat on a little iron bench, and he offered to take me to dinner.ย  He was so kind, he kept bringing food to my hotel because he said I didn’t know how to travel.

The train of clouds are still in the east; fluffy white cream and silvery puffs of pastry. They too cannot decide whether to cry; or remain strong and commanding.

Dating is one passion I never had.ย ย  Even when it was as organic as sharing a cup of coffee or taking a walk after dinner. Dating now is about business and getting connected. It’s selfish sex with a price. I hear men and women tell me these stories and my responseย  freezes.ย  ‘Oh yea, she wanted $250.00 for a few hours; without sex.’ย  Forย  a woman she is expected to be complete; with independence and like total clarity about who she is and what she wants. ‘Heย  told me I had too much baggage; who doesn’t over fifty?’ย  I think we are always in anย  evolution ofย  personal understanding of our experiences.ย  You can’t put people into cross word puzzles and expect them to stay there.

Now, hours later the clouds cried, and their tears pranced in a slight wind. I curled into my favorite club chair and watched a 1937 screw-ball comedy, ” We’re Rich Again.”ย  Like my Dad used to say;’ You’re whole life can change overnight.’ย  My bed is warm. My friends are loyal. I allow myself to write everyday.

OUR HOME FOR LEASE: LIVE WORK-GALLERY-OFFICE-B & B- SHOWROOM-


OUR HOME FOR LEASE: LIVE WORK-GALLERY-OFFICE-B & B- SHOWROOM-

5 BDR/3 BATHS. FORMAL DINING ROOM. PRIVATE GATED. GARDEN MOVIE THEATER
ACROSS THE STREET FROM LA POSADA RESORT & SPA.
HISTORIC EAST-SIDE OF SANTA FE, NM
2 BLOCKS TO DOWNTOWN PLAZA

 

CATCH THE ART IN SANTA FE PART ONE


 

Portrait of Eugenia Huici (Eugenia Errรกzuriz)
Portrait of Eugenia Huiciย (Eugenia Errรกzuriz) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

CATCH THE ART WAVE OF SANTA FEย ย ย ย 

Living in Santa Fe is a fertile landscape of more than sage, lavender, mud and ancient dwellings. It is where art branches out in new directions of livingness.

Along the path of adventures in the arts, I attended โ€œAT HOME WITH FASHION, presented by ShowHouseย Santa Fe in collaboration with Artgraze; a league of interior designers, artists, and galleries to embellish our homes with, โ€œthe art of living with art.โ€ They patterned classic and chic Fashion Designย on Interiors selected by ShowHouse Santa Fe founders, David Naylor and Jennifer Ashton. The Santa Fe Interior Designersย set up shop in a quintessential Santa Fe home and opened the doors to the public to eat, drink, dance, get lost, or be discovered. ย Along the interior paths of the home, artists, designers, home buyers, and sponsors conversed while behind the scenes; funds were dispersedย from a generous monarchy to support the Community Foundation of Dollars4Schools. The designers worked for eight weeks, to transform a modest dรฉcor, into a stage setting of flamboyance, รฉlan, and their secret design techniques. The designers; Jennifer Ashton, Jackie Butler, Gloria Devan, Pam Duncan, Emily Henry, Edyย Keeler, David Naylor Annie Oโ€™Carroll, Lisa Samuels, Paul Rochford and Michael Violante. They schlepped all the furnishings, and accessories, including wardrobe accents, and art work to the home and couturedย the house as if it was a model. ย The epervesceseย of this lively group spread outdoors, ontoย a glittering garden patio designed by Catherine Clemens where the best Barbeque chicken I ever tasted permeated the painted postcard silhouette of sunset on the mesa. ย Who was there?ย  A man in yellow rubber suit, fashion models, filmmakers, photographers, art collectors, and Antique Activists. In the crowd I noticed a distinctive gathering of men and women stylists bearing: squash necklaces, Concha belts, Oโ€™Keefing hair styles, and jewelry to stop traffic at Paseoย Peralta and Cerrillosย Road. The 4747 square foot Las Campanasย Estate is listedย with Ashley Margetson of Sotheby International Real Estate.

 

 

 

SHEPARD & DARK


Ralphie I served 1966โ€“78
Ralphie I served 1966โ€“78 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

THE SCREEN IN SANTA FE scheduled three showings of this Docudrama.

Huh? Sam ol boy lives in Santa Fe. I’ve had bar chats with him, everyone has, and he’s our mascot for independence, accessibility, and still a flush hand of rugged classic looks. Like he should be Ralph Lauren‘s model, not Ralphie.

I figured the theater would be packed so I brought earplugs.ย  I take my films too seriously, and refuse to beย interrupted with slurping and munching.ย  Into the first scene; my concentration was so acute I would have protested if anyone said a word.ย  Beginning with the footage; unbelievable home-made movies and photographs. You will see Sam as a youngster on the ranch where he grew up in Central California, Sam leaving home and working his way through puberty. ย  Then we see that chiseled frame of masculine sensitivity as a young playwright in Greenwich Village where you meet Johnny Dark.ย  The dialog between the two men and the dramatization of their feelings about theย  collected letters they exchanged over a forty-year period is something beyond a reality show.

It is as honest and genuine a continuum of conversation between two men that you’ve ever witnessed.ย  The subjects: their father’s, destiny, fate, women, writing, dogs, tragedy, and loss. Just to name a few. So if you wrap the cinematography around the humor, philosophy and ending that left me in tears, you have a masterpiece of film for the audience.

Yes, there is a dusting of emotionsย  on Jessica Lange.

I walked away feeling as if my life had not even begun. So much life squeezed into one man lead me to question my limits on adventuring. Several linesย I recall in particular, to paraphrase Sam;

We can change our lives, our work, our wardrobes, our women, but we never really change. Our essence remains constant. I’ve always felt outside the whole thing, sometimes more than others. As a writerย  youย have to be selfish with your time. I’m always moving, going on the road, I didn’t know that was how my life was going to turn out, but it did.ย ย 

That kind ofย admission for a floundering but dedicated writer will last me a while.ย  On documentaries; they don’t get enough attention.ย I hope this film tearsย that fence down and let’s the HONEST-REAL-BULLSย come through.

REVOLUTION RUMBLINGS


Iโ€˜am stalked by a sensation of revolution; the upheaval of a crusted and molded foundation erupts and the contents spill into chaos. The spillage of this eruption is sparing political leaders. Everyday they appear more childish and temperamental.Your referee whistle is blowing, and spinning your diatribe into tongue twisting hollow promises.

The annoyance of conflicting orders robs me of my Aladdin (magic moments), and the mental sweep to clear out my conscience.ย  I feel like time is stained with stop signs, alerts, and too many laws. What happens is subtle, but when so much time is placed in soulless activities, life looses itโ€™s Aladdin.ย  Even if youโ€™re sitting at the local bistro and dining al fresco with perfectly agreeable friends, and chanting; our souls ache for reprieve.

Imagephoto by Dick Spas.

DON’T READ THE NEWS OR WATCH IT ON TELEVISION


[contact-form subject='[SMILEY%26#039;S DICE’][contact-field label="Name" type="name" required="1"/][contact-field label="Email" type="email" required="1"/][contact-field label="Website" type="url"/][contact-field label="Comment" type="textarea" required="1"/][/contact-form] I’m a creative nonfiction short story writer, and aย  columnist on arts and lifestyle. I have never said one word about politics; I am not a debater, academic, or political science major.

As a writer I read the newspapers; Wall Street Journal, USA Today, Los Angeles Times, New York Times, and the Santa Fe New Mexico papers, where I live.ย  I watch all the news stations. I quit MSNBC, cause Chris Mathews made me hyperventilate.ย  I think Charles Krauthammer is the most knowledgeable and sustainable journalist of our time.

Do to an act of nature, lightening, I lost Cable for a month. This was when Syria broke. No one talked about it here, and I felt the communities disillusionment. When my service was repaired, I turned on the news.ย  I felt more insulted than the time a young boy told me my legs were hairy.ย  Who did you think you are kidding? You want us to watch both sides fisting each other like a street gang!ย  Please someone tell them, the Press, chill out a bit and stop turning the news into a talk show.ย  You talk to us as we were mutes.ย  The Government has evolved as false as who we see in the mirror.ย  If you are plain you see beautiful, if you are beautiful you see plain.ย  I see you government, and I am ashamed.

I haven’t read the papers since June. This Thursday I went to the bank to make a deposit to cover my negative, and I looked at the newspapers on the customer coffee table.Image, My eyes shut after two headlines. How much more can we take? I really have lost track of priorities.

Should I get a job because my writing remains unrecognized. I need a retirement guidance counselor. I don’t like the title of financial advisor; they sound too rigid. Should I respond to the dreadful vacillation of American Policy. How much more debating can they do? It’s like when I worked in corporate real estate.ย  The meetings I attended and had to present were progress reports on whether I was an effective employee. I don’t know how I lasted as long as I did; my act was good, and I impressed some of the boys, but communication was too formal to bring out honesty. Maybe that’s what has evaporated in our

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government, or am I seeing it differently because I’ve aged into it slowly. I think it started when the cool shit act came about. Some artists have it,ย  Musicians, yea they got it, gangsta’s got it, but they always had it. Those of us who feigned cool acts, became feigned. Rambling now. Got to sweep fall leaves and

start editing 350 columns.

I’m listing to Nessun Dorma, and oil treating my hair. I was thinking how much I detest all this multitasking. I can now handle five projects at once; write, sweep mop the floor, water plants, contemplate resolutions to my finances, all the while feeling my nerves tighten, and even though I stretch four times a day; this crushing operatic play in life is overstrung.ย  I watch those Sandals vacation commercials and practically cry because how many of us haven’t had a vacation in years, or a chance to

play a round or golf or read More Magazine all the way through?

REARRANGING AND REMEMBERING


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September is the month to rearrange; wardrobes, patio furnishings, and thermostats. Heatersย go upstairs, fans go downstairs, down blankets are released from plastic zip lock bags, and coverlets are removed. We seal the windows with weather stripping and my list notebook follows me everywhere. ย If you live in the seasons then you understand that the menial work goes deeper as our bodies prepare for winterโ€™s residency.
The interior change, what Anais Nin refers to as; โ€˜our emotional landscape,โ€™ wakes to a chime of awareness. Now that Iโ€™ve completed all those mindless tasks, Iโ€™m ready to listen to the chime and renew the organism of emotion. On this brilliant film shooting day in September shadows of light, glaring light, brush the feathers of my wild birds as they tap dance from tree branch to feeder. Between the leaves that drop like confetti from the trees, the New Mexican sunlight feels like ten thousand flashlights in your face.
Summers postcard days flash on and off ย as I write; Natives dancing at the Plaza in the wildness of fiesta to Latin and Mexican music, while Anglos freestyle a sort of slow rock and roll hippie dance.ย  I meet strangers and we exchange our exaggerated cheer and humor, during festivals, fiesta parades, and the burning of Zozobra.ย  These yearly events chisel the face of Santa Fe into a collage of New Mexico colors; magenta, orange, lime, and yellow surface on paper Mache flowers, streamers, and costumes.
ย ย ย ย  The phantasmagoria of my summer thumped one night in July during a Monsoon thunderstorm. My summer vacation rental guests were in the main house and I was in my casita sitting at the desk writing, with the door open. It was pouring rain, the kind of shower that explodes from the rain gutters like a tub faucet and those huge blue and white La Posada Hotel umbrellas seemedย  race up the street unattended. ย When the skirmish between warm air and thunderstorm collided, lightning seared the charcoal clouds and thunder bombed me out of my swivel chair.
ย ย ย ย ย  How rigid my body felt; ย like hardened cement, but the phone rang and released me from this state of shock.
ย ย ย ย  โ€œ LouLou, I think we have some issues in your house.โ€
I rushed over in my kimono (a writing uniform) and found the three of them stiff as statues. Young headlight deer eyes, all piercing me at once.ย 
ย ย ย ย  โ€œ We saw sparks, and all the electricity is out. I think the lightning hit your house. โ€ย 
ย ย ย ย  I didn’tโ€™t know what to say; suddenly I was responsible for this rarity of natureโ€™s behavior.ย  They clung to their cell phones, and watched as I feigned authority and calm by checking the blackened outlets. The electronics were silenced, appliances deadened, circuit breaker inoperable. I called my friend, White Zen, who doesn’t fluster easily.
ย ย ย ย  ย โ€œI have to get help now. Right now! What should I do?โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œIโ€™ll call my electrician. Heโ€™s really good. Are you all right?โ€
ย ย  ย ย โ€œNo, not at all right.โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œYou want me to come over?โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œNo, but thanks anyway.โ€
ย ย ย ย  A few moments later, she called back.
ย  โ€œ I pulled Phil out of Smiths Grocery. Heโ€™s on his way, she said with humor, enough to release a molecule of laughter from me.
ย ย ย ย  โ€œ I canโ€™t believe this. Do you know the chances of being hit by lightning?โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œ No, but donโ€™t take it personally.โ€
The funny thing is, I did. Other house disasters; like the time the plumbing backed up, or the historic windows wouldn’tโ€™close didn’tโ€™t have any comparison to this cataclysm.ย  Then my next door neighbor, the Architect, and professor of all topics informed me, โ€œ Oh youโ€™re in bad shape; youโ€™re going to have to rewire the whole house.โ€
ย ย ย ย  Phil arrived within ten minutes, and I greeted him with a hug, more for support of someoneโ€™s appearance with tools than anything.While my quests and I tried to answer his questions, all of us at once, he went down to the basement, as we followed behind. Phil replaced something in the circuit breaker, and the lights came back on. ย I clapped my hands but they didn’tโ€™t join in;ย  they went back to texting.
ย ย ย ย  Then he tried the TV and stereo. The stereo is fried he said, but the television is okay.
ย ย ย ย  โ€œWhat about our Wi Fi connection?โ€ I asked.
ย ย ย ย  โ€œThe surge protector fried too. You have to call your provider. Good luck on that.ย  Iโ€™ll come back tomorrow, after you get PNM (City Electric) out here to check which panel.โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œWhich panel what?โ€ I said.
He went into a Wikipedia explanation about the two hundred and fortyhouse voltage, and who is responsible for the outage. I followed Phil ย outside after failing to soft stroke my tenants.ย  What made it even worse is they areย musicians with the Santa Fe Opera and live sensitive structured lives. ย One gal remained board stiff and and unblinking, the young man offered all of his technical support but his hands were trembling. The leader of the pack, who greets life with radiant optimism, was busy eating crackers in rapid succession.ย  I felt the responsibility of a mother, and so I assured them of my competence. Then I ย slipped into jeans and T-Shirt, almost falling over as I raced across the street to La Posada and gulped a Martini. While I was still trembling, staff and guests gathered around me.
ย ย ย ย  The concierge said, โ€œThe lightning hit your house; I saw it from the window! Are you all right?โ€
ย ย ย ย  โ€œ On no, a bar guest remarked and rubbed my back, โ€˜Oh Loulou, something always happens when you have guests, a waitress commented, and another broke out in a euphoric smile and said, Wow LouLou! What was it like?โ€
ย ย ย  โ€œAhhh. Itโ€™s not a humor story Ed; itโ€™s a disaster!โ€
The electrical company showed up late that night, and poked little metal toothpicks into a box outdoors; a box I didn’tโ€™t know existed.
ย ย ย ย  โ€œSorry Mam. Our panel is working fine. Youโ€™ll have to get the electrician to make further repairs. Wow! That lightning sure hit hard. Have a nice night. โ€ Ha Ha, I said and stumbled into my room. No Internet, no television and no music. ย I slept with a pillow over my head.
ย ย ย ย  The next day Phil returned to trouble shoot everything.ย  My television and the house stereo blew out, so did the surge protector to our modem, and the electronic gate was broken. The guests couldn’t get their cars out of the driveway. ย We pried the gate open, and they backed out in jerky anxious motion.
ย ย ย ย  ย ย ย ย  A week later, in between substantial attempts to behave normally, all of us were still irritable, prone to trip, biting nails, and voices wavering over the tenseness that clipped our tongues.ย  ย It was never the same after that; our simpatico shared residency turned into staged friendliness.
ย ย ย ย  Thatโ€™s the thing about lightning, it gets inside of you, and you are involuntarily rearranged. ย My emotional landscape is naturally in a state of alarm. I startle easily, imagine voices, and see too much in the dark.
Too be continued. ย ย 
ย 


MUSIC and DANCE INSTEAD OF PILLS


mq1tTIEMPO LIBREADVENTURES IN LIVINGNESS – CUBAN STYLE

SOMETIMES AN INTERVIEW WITH A MUSICIAN GOES DEEPER than a narrative history of recordings, concert calendar and early training. That happened when I met Jorge Gomez; founder, keyboardist and musical director of Tiempo Libre, an all Cuban born Timba band.

We met in a modest hotel room in Santa Fe, New Mexicoย where he and his six band members were invited to play for the second time at the Lensic Theater. It was steam-bath hot and muggy that Friday afternoon. As I stood in the doorway, Jorge wrapped up a recording session. After introductionsโ€™ everyone cleared out except Jorge and Raul Rodriguez, the trumpet player. Raul,ย propped up against the headboard of an unmade bed, one leg bent at the knee, the other straight out. He reminded me of Miles; cool in his skin and unflappable.

Jorge and Iย sat at the kitchenette bar, between us his keyboard on the countertop. Eagerness to begin was dilating from his eyes, so I began with my favorite question to all immigrants; how did it feel when you landed in the Unitedย States?

โ€œOh my God! It was my dream; all through childhood in Havana.โ€

โ€œDo you love America now?โ€

His arms shot straight up, as he rose from his chair.

โ€œAre you kidding? We love America! How can you not? This is the best country in the world. Iโ€™ve been all over: Europe, Asia, Mexico, and Caribbean. You have all the opportunities; you make your own life here, whatever you want.โ€ย  He shifts his attention to Raul, agreeably excluded.

โ€œYou canโ€™t do this in Cubaโ€”right Raul?โ€ Jorge leans forward and Iโ€™m struck by the indisputable untainted smile. ย Jorge continues to dramatize his arrival in Manhattan, with arms and eyes, โ€œI got out because I had friends in New York.ย  They helped me get gigs in the bars, weddings, and then we got into the clubs.โ€ ย The room is silent except for Jorgeโ€™s satin smooth transitions from one question to the next. That alone is reason enough to meet Jorge for conversation.

โ€œWe were not allowed to listen to Cuban salsa music, or American music; only classical. I trained at the Conservatory all my childhood. I play all of them; Beethoven, Brahms, all of them.โ€

โ€œWhere did you learn Salsa?โ€

โ€œFrom America! Yes. As teenagers we climb to the roof and we to wait till state programmed Cuban music goes off the air at 1:00am. Then we wrap aluminum around the antenna and turn our radio on. We pick up American music; like Gloria Esteban, Michael Jackson, everyone. We listened all night so weโ€™d take the rhythmsโ€™ in our heads you know.โ€

โ€œWhatโ€™s the difference between Cuban Salsa and Latin Salsa?โ€

โ€œEveryone claims this is their Salsa; itโ€™s Latin, Marenge, Colombianโ€ฆ it is a blend of many cultures and musical influence. We take from each other. All the instruments I learn come from listening. They teach me everything; and I teach them.โ€

โ€œDo Americans play Conga different than Cubans?โ€

โ€œIt depends on the person. See if the person is open to learn everything then he push through. For example we have been playing all these places like Michigan, Minnesota, Minneapolisโ€ฆall those places that are so.โ€ He pauses to express it precisely. Cold he says, laughing out loud.

โ€œAnd Iโ€™ve seen American band playing Cuban salsa so so good, my God, so well. Blue eyes and blond hair.โ€ Jorge breaks to howl out his enthusiasm and surprise, and demonstrate the memory.

โ€œWho do you like to listen to do today?โ€

โ€œI donโ€™t know the names, but I have a lot of friends, and they call me and say, โ€˜I have a band, you come and hear me.โ€™ So I go to the club and Wow! This is good music! Everyone is dancing. I love to see them dancing! I want to see them happy. If they want to sit and listen, good, if they want to sing along, good, they want to dance good. ย Everybody haveย a different reaction. My job is to transfer the energy to the person; thatโ€™s the idea. Not to play the music for me; I want them to be happy.โ€

โ€œ How do you do that?โ€

โ€œ Sometimes you are sick, and no matter how many pills you take you are still sick. Right?โ€

I nod and watch his facial expressions twitch in thought.

โ€œThen letโ€™s say I come and say, Wow! You look so good man, you are looking good, and he clapsโ€™ his hands and pantomimes the joy heโ€™s transferring. โ€˜You wanna a coffee cake and coffee, yea, come with me, (clapping again) you want to sit here? Yea sit here and see the sun.โ€™ Suddenly, you feel good.โ€ He nods his head. โ€œTrust me.โ€

Jorge is toe tapping in place, his arms positioned in a warm world embrace.

โ€œYou forget all about the pills. Trust me, that is the kind of energy I give.โ€

โ€œI suppose you donโ€™t get sick?โ€

โ€œNever. For sure. Never. I donโ€™t know what this head pain isโ€ฆ how you say, headache? Like friends say I have so many problems, so many headaches, I canโ€™t go out. I say, โ€˜What! Come on we go the beach, to the sand. Bring your conga. What are you crazy! Come on!โ€™ So he comes and we play on the beach in Miami.โ€

Jorge drums on the counter top. โ€œHave a beer, have another.โ€™ And everyone on the beach comes to us. The whole idea is to forget your problems. So my friend says to me, โ€˜I had the best day of my life.โ€™ Yea! Be happy! This is youth; this is how you stay young. Life is so big.โ€

I shake my head, โ€œNot in America; we concentrate on sickness and misery.โ€

โ€œYea! You donโ€™t have sickness yet, but you are going to get it.โ€ He ruptures into laughter, and takes a sip of beer. My father tell me one time you have to hear your body; your body going to take you in the right direction. Just listen and you are going to feel so good. Sometimes I canโ€™t go to sleep at night. All the songs and ideas in my head and I canโ€™t sleep. I must write it down, and the next morning I feel so good, because I didnโ€™t go to sleep. I drink beer because I am too happy-over happy.โ€

โ€œWhere did you learn this happiness?โ€

โ€œFrom all the difficult paths I have in my life. Childhood was very difficult;no food, no water, no electricity, no plumbing. What you going to do? Party, go outside, dance, play basketball, baseball. I get my friends and they say, my problemsโ€™ are bigger than yours. Blaย blaย bla.โ€

Iโ€™m laughing now as Jorge continues to articulate his life philosophy.

โ€œ At the end of the day you are so happy because you see people less fortunate and some more, and you are in the middle, and you want to help those people, you canโ€™t go it alone.โ€

He chuckles again. His smile is broad as his cheek line. A streak of sunlight crossed the keyboard, and Jorgeโ€™s eye and brows are in motion, as much as his legs arms and hands.

โ€œ What youโ€™re going to hear tonight is a lot of crazy crazy energy, good music, a lot of stories. Youโ€™re going to see a lot of soul. When Raul plays his trumpet youโ€™re going to turn inside out.โ€

โ€œWhat is Timba music?โ€

โ€œA mixture of jazz, classical, rock, and Cuban music.โ€

โ€œSounds like a musical.โ€

โ€œYes, Yes! We are in preparing for that.โ€

Four hours later I was in the Lensicย Theater, twelve rowsย from the stage. Lead singer Xavier Mill, Jorge, Raul, Louis Betranย Castillo on flute and sax, Wilvi Rodriguez Guerra on bass, Israel Morales Figueroa on drums and Leandro Gonzales on Congas opened the set, and five minutes into it I was below the stage. Two and half hours later I was still dancing, along with half the audience. Thatโ€™s entertainment! http://www.tiempolibremusic.com

The three-time Grammy nominated band will perform Thu, Sep 26, 2013 at a Special Event at the Arts Garage in support of AVDA, Inc. Arts Garage in Delray Beach, Florida.