
5 BDR/3 BATHS. FORMAL DINING ROOM. PRIVATE GATED. GARDEN MOVIE THEATER
ACROSS THE STREET FROM LA POSADA RESORT & SPA.
HISTORIC EAST-SIDE OF SANTA FE, NM
2 BLOCKS TO DOWNTOWN PLAZA

5 BDR/3 BATHS. FORMAL DINING ROOM. PRIVATE GATED. GARDEN MOVIE THEATER
ACROSS THE STREET FROM LA POSADA RESORT & SPA.
HISTORIC EAST-SIDE OF SANTA FE, NM
2 BLOCKS TO DOWNTOWN PLAZA

THE SCREEN IN SANTA FE scheduled three showings of this Docudrama.
Huh? Sam ol boy lives in Santa Fe. I’ve had bar chats with him, everyone has, and he’s our mascot for independence, accessibility, and still a flush hand of rugged classic looks. Like he should be Ralph Lauren‘s model, not Ralphie.
I figured the theater would be packed so I brought earplugs.ย I take my films too seriously, and refuse to beย interrupted with slurping and munching.ย Into the first scene; my concentration was so acute I would have protested if anyone said a word.ย Beginning with the footage; unbelievable home-made movies and photographs. You will see Sam as a youngster on the ranch where he grew up in Central California, Sam leaving home and working his way through puberty. ย Then we see that chiseled frame of masculine sensitivity as a young playwright in Greenwich Village where you meet Johnny Dark.ย The dialog between the two men and the dramatization of their feelings about theย collected letters they exchanged over a forty-year period is something beyond a reality show.
It is as honest and genuine a continuum of conversation between two men that you’ve ever witnessed.ย The subjects: their father’s, destiny, fate, women, writing, dogs, tragedy, and loss. Just to name a few. So if you wrap the cinematography around the humor, philosophy and ending that left me in tears, you have a masterpiece of film for the audience.
Yes, there is a dusting of emotionsย on Jessica Lange.
I walked away feeling as if my life had not even begun. So much life squeezed into one man lead me to question my limits on adventuring. Several linesย I recall in particular, to paraphrase Sam;
We can change our lives, our work, our wardrobes, our women, but we never really change. Our essence remains constant. I’ve always felt outside the whole thing, sometimes more than others. As a writerย youย have to be selfish with your time. I’m always moving, going on the road, I didn’t know that was how my life was going to turn out, but it did.ย ย
That kind ofย admission for a floundering but dedicated writer will last me a while.ย On documentaries; they don’t get enough attention.ย I hope this film tearsย that fence down and let’s the HONEST-REAL-BULLSย come through.
IN THE GALLERY- EVO GALLERY SANTA FE, NM
The panel of experts on appropriation and copyright of
images covered the recent case, Cariou vs Prince. I knew nothing about the case; but it
was a participation of audience and panel that really worked.ย The humor on the panel did not
overcome, the man in the third row who was knitting.ย 
Today I saw a woman in her fifties walking past my house with a dog. She was wearing her apron.
Last week, my phone called Sam Shepard three times, instead of calling Stefanie.
[contact-form subject='[SMILEY%26#039;S DICE’][contact-field label="Name" type="name" required="1"/][contact-field label="Email" type="email" required="1"/][contact-field label="Website" type="url"/][contact-field label="Comment" type="textarea" required="1"/][/contact-form] I’m a creative nonfiction short story writer, and aย columnist on arts and lifestyle. I have never said one word about politics; I am not a debater, academic, or political science major.
As a writer I read the newspapers; Wall Street Journal, USA Today, Los Angeles Times, New York Times, and the Santa Fe New Mexico papers, where I live.ย I watch all the news stations. I quit MSNBC, cause Chris Mathews made me hyperventilate.ย I think Charles Krauthammer is the most knowledgeable and sustainable journalist of our time.
Do to an act of nature, lightening, I lost Cable for a month. This was when Syria broke. No one talked about it here, and I felt the communities disillusionment. When my service was repaired, I turned on the news.ย I felt more insulted than the time a young boy told me my legs were hairy.ย Who did you think you are kidding? You want us to watch both sides fisting each other like a street gang!ย Please someone tell them, the Press, chill out a bit and stop turning the news into a talk show.ย You talk to us as we were mutes.ย The Government has evolved as false as who we see in the mirror.ย If you are plain you see beautiful, if you are beautiful you see plain.ย I see you government, and I am ashamed.
I haven’t read the papers since June. This Thursday I went to the bank to make a deposit to cover my negative, and I looked at the newspapers on the customer coffee table.
, My eyes shut after two headlines. How much more can we take? I really have lost track of priorities.
Should I get a job because my writing remains unrecognized. I need a retirement guidance counselor. I don’t like the title of financial advisor; they sound too rigid. Should I respond to the dreadful vacillation of American Policy. How much more debating can they do? It’s like when I worked in corporate real estate.ย The meetings I attended and had to present were progress reports on whether I was an effective employee. I don’t know how I lasted as long as I did; my act was good, and I impressed some of the boys, but communication was too formal to bring out honesty. Maybe that’s what has evaporated in our
government, or am I seeing it differently because I’ve aged into it slowly. I think it started when the cool shit act came about. Some artists have it,ย Musicians, yea they got it, gangsta’s got it, but they always had it. Those of us who feigned cool acts, became feigned. Rambling now. Got to sweep fall leaves andstart editing 350 columns.
I’m listing to Nessun Dorma, and oil treating my hair. I was thinking how much I detest all this multitasking. I can now handle five projects at once; write, sweep mop the floor, water plants, contemplate resolutions to my finances, all the while feeling my nerves tighten, and even though I stretch four times a day; this crushing operatic play in life is overstrung.ย I watch those Sandals vacation commercials and practically cry because how many of us haven’t had a vacation in years, or a chance to
play a round or golf or read More Magazine all the way through?
ADVENTURES IN LIVINGNESS – CUBAN STYLE
SOMETIMES AN INTERVIEW WITH A MUSICIAN GOES DEEPER than a narrative history of recordings, concert calendar and early training. That happened when I met Jorge Gomez; founder, keyboardist and musical director of Tiempo Libre, an all Cuban born Timba band.
We met in a modest hotel room in Santa Fe, New Mexicoย where he and his six band members were invited to play for the second time at the Lensic Theater. It was steam-bath hot and muggy that Friday afternoon. As I stood in the doorway, Jorge wrapped up a recording session. After introductionsโ everyone cleared out except Jorge and Raul Rodriguez, the trumpet player. Raul,ย propped up against the headboard of an unmade bed, one leg bent at the knee, the other straight out. He reminded me of Miles; cool in his skin and unflappable.
Jorge and Iย sat at the kitchenette bar, between us his keyboard on the countertop. Eagerness to begin was dilating from his eyes, so I began with my favorite question to all immigrants; how did it feel when you landed in the Unitedย States?
โOh my God! It was my dream; all through childhood in Havana.โ
โDo you love America now?โ
His arms shot straight up, as he rose from his chair.
โAre you kidding? We love America! How can you not? This is the best country in the world. Iโve been all over: Europe, Asia, Mexico, and Caribbean. You have all the opportunities; you make your own life here, whatever you want.โย He shifts his attention to Raul, agreeably excluded.
โYou canโt do this in Cubaโright Raul?โ Jorge leans forward and Iโm struck by the indisputable untainted smile. ย Jorge continues to dramatize his arrival in Manhattan, with arms and eyes, โI got out because I had friends in New York.ย They helped me get gigs in the bars, weddings, and then we got into the clubs.โ ย The room is silent except for Jorgeโs satin smooth transitions from one question to the next. That alone is reason enough to meet Jorge for conversation.
โWe were not allowed to listen to Cuban salsa music, or American music; only classical. I trained at the Conservatory all my childhood. I play all of them; Beethoven, Brahms, all of them.โ
โWhere did you learn Salsa?โ
โFrom America! Yes. As teenagers we climb to the roof and we to wait till state programmed Cuban music goes off the air at 1:00am. Then we wrap aluminum around the antenna and turn our radio on. We pick up American music; like Gloria Esteban, Michael Jackson, everyone. We listened all night so weโd take the rhythmsโ in our heads you know.โ
โWhatโs the difference between Cuban Salsa and Latin Salsa?โ
โEveryone claims this is their Salsa; itโs Latin, Marenge, Colombianโฆ it is a blend of many cultures and musical influence. We take from each other. All the instruments I learn come from listening. They teach me everything; and I teach them.โ
โDo Americans play Conga different than Cubans?โ
โIt depends on the person. See if the person is open to learn everything then he push through. For example we have been playing all these places like Michigan, Minnesota, Minneapolisโฆall those places that are so.โ He pauses to express it precisely. Cold he says, laughing out loud.
โAnd Iโve seen American band playing Cuban salsa so so good, my God, so well. Blue eyes and blond hair.โ Jorge breaks to howl out his enthusiasm and surprise, and demonstrate the memory.
โWho do you like to listen to do today?โ
โI donโt know the names, but I have a lot of friends, and they call me and say, โI have a band, you come and hear me.โ So I go to the club and Wow! This is good music! Everyone is dancing. I love to see them dancing! I want to see them happy. If they want to sit and listen, good, if they want to sing along, good, they want to dance good. ย Everybody haveย a different reaction. My job is to transfer the energy to the person; thatโs the idea. Not to play the music for me; I want them to be happy.โ
โ How do you do that?โ
โ Sometimes you are sick, and no matter how many pills you take you are still sick. Right?โ
I nod and watch his facial expressions twitch in thought.
โThen letโs say I come and say, Wow! You look so good man, you are looking good, and he clapsโ his hands and pantomimes the joy heโs transferring. โYou wanna a coffee cake and coffee, yea, come with me, (clapping again) you want to sit here? Yea sit here and see the sun.โ Suddenly, you feel good.โ He nods his head. โTrust me.โ
Jorge is toe tapping in place, his arms positioned in a warm world embrace.
โYou forget all about the pills. Trust me, that is the kind of energy I give.โ
โI suppose you donโt get sick?โ
โNever. For sure. Never. I donโt know what this head pain isโฆ how you say, headache? Like friends say I have so many problems, so many headaches, I canโt go out. I say, โWhat! Come on we go the beach, to the sand. Bring your conga. What are you crazy! Come on!โ So he comes and we play on the beach in Miami.โ
Jorge drums on the counter top. โHave a beer, have another.โ And everyone on the beach comes to us. The whole idea is to forget your problems. So my friend says to me, โI had the best day of my life.โ Yea! Be happy! This is youth; this is how you stay young. Life is so big.โ
I shake my head, โNot in America; we concentrate on sickness and misery.โ
โYea! You donโt have sickness yet, but you are going to get it.โ He ruptures into laughter, and takes a sip of beer. My father tell me one time you have to hear your body; your body going to take you in the right direction. Just listen and you are going to feel so good. Sometimes I canโt go to sleep at night. All the songs and ideas in my head and I canโt sleep. I must write it down, and the next morning I feel so good, because I didnโt go to sleep. I drink beer because I am too happy-over happy.โ
โWhere did you learn this happiness?โ
โFrom all the difficult paths I have in my life. Childhood was very difficult;no food, no water, no electricity, no plumbing. What you going to do? Party, go outside, dance, play basketball, baseball. I get my friends and they say, my problemsโ are bigger than yours. Blaย blaย bla.โ
Iโm laughing now as Jorge continues to articulate his life philosophy.
โ At the end of the day you are so happy because you see people less fortunate and some more, and you are in the middle, and you want to help those people, you canโt go it alone.โ
He chuckles again. His smile is broad as his cheek line. A streak of sunlight crossed the keyboard, and Jorgeโs eye and brows are in motion, as much as his legs arms and hands.
โ What youโre going to hear tonight is a lot of crazy crazy energy, good music, a lot of stories. Youโre going to see a lot of soul. When Raul plays his trumpet youโre going to turn inside out.โ
โWhat is Timba music?โ
โA mixture of jazz, classical, rock, and Cuban music.โ
โSounds like a musical.โ
โYes, Yes! We are in preparing for that.โ
Four hours later I was in the Lensicย Theater, twelve rowsย from the stage. Lead singer Xavier Mill, Jorge, Raul, Louis Betranย Castillo on flute and sax, Wilvi Rodriguez Guerra on bass, Israel Morales Figueroa on drums and Leandro Gonzales on Congas opened the set, and five minutes into it I was below the stage. Two and half hours later I was still dancing, along with half the audience. Thatโs entertainment! http://www.tiempolibremusic.com
The three-time Grammy nominated band will perform Thu, Sep 26, 2013 at a Special Event at the Arts Garage in support of AVDA, Inc. Arts Garage in Delray Beach, Florida.
ADVENTURES IN LIVINGNESS
is going from my 2500 square foot five-bedroom home with a garage movie theater, private garden and roomy front porchย into a 265 square foot bedroom without a kitchen.ย Itโs not permanent, but there is no end date either.
The big house we converted into a Vacation Rental as a means of income, and so I had to move out a month and two weeks ago.ย My room, I coined the Wild West Room, is brick red. I covered the walls with yellow and red original movie posters, and furnished it with a slot machine, two tables, two lamps, a TV with western saddle draped over it, a double bed, and a four drawer plastic dresser. The closet is tiny; so I only brought my best summer clothes; twenty hangers is all.
Waking up to have coffee on my petite patio laced with roses and a canopy of vines, settles my nerves after the mini coffee maker falls off the edge of the sink, and other accidental maneuvers. Living in a doll house requires tremendous gentleness, one swift wrong move, and things start tumbling.
My refrigerator has inspired a new diet. I call it the mini-frig diet. I can fit one bottle of wine, one 8oz bottled smoothie, one juice, my Aloe Vera, cream, three condiments: green chili, horseradish mayonnaise, Red Chili Jelly, ย a small tub of washed lettuce or spinach, two cheeses, tortillas, olives, tomatoes, smoked salmon or chicken strips and thatโs it.
The only catch is that it is in arms length of the bed, and within four feet of anywhere in the room.ย Snacking is just part of the atmosphere.My own unimportant theory on eating, is I eat less poison if there is a bowl of chocolate covered nuts, gummy bears, and chips in the house.
I prefer to eat on dishes then paper, so I wash them in the bathroom sink, but I wash the delicate wine glass when Iโm showering.ย All my meals, usually one a day, are outdoors on the patio, under the new Overstock.com umbrella that works perfectly.ย Iโve had a great experience with them on a return as well.
My house faces a busy street in Santa Fe, NM. The street connects upper Eastside to the downtown Plaza, and across the street is the La Posada Resort and Spa.ย I can walk to the gym, and pool, survey the clientรจle, drink wine in the bar, and talk to the staff at the front desk.ย Iโm there everyday; and as ying goes with a yang, I tolerate their side of the street being the loading zone. There are pick-ups, and drop-offs, and a lot of racket that I bear with my earplugs.
It’s in the high nineties, and we’re in a stable between three burning fires. The heat clings to me, like a saran-wrap;ย it’s also sort of Chaplinesque.ย I keep changing; to go on the patio.ย I can’t go in a slip, so I change a lot. Then there’s the marvelous terrifically considerate and talented guests in my house. They are three principal musicians’, with the Santa Fe Opera this season.ย When I water I hear them practicing.ย ย 
My shrunken life has forced me out more, eliminated hours of cleaning, shaved time off dressing, rearranging furniture, over-achieving unimportant tasks, watching the birds in their nest, and feeling complacent.
That is the most important of all; I realize it is time to bolster up, make sacrifices, and use this little room as the place to write my way out of here.ย I see myself in Portugal, or some place I still havenโt discovered.ย This miniature living reminds me of the first studio I rented in Los Angeles.ย You can’t imagine what progress came from that disappointing address, at the corner of Little Santa Monica and Westwood Boulevard. ‘ Que sera sera.’
Posted: Saturday, June 8, 2013 10:00 pm
One day at a time. People with terminal illness, suffering from a shattered romance, a death of a friend, a natural disaster, always say the same thing: One day at a time.
Walking up Palace Avenue on a day spread with sunlight, and a continuum of power walkers, bikers and runners, passing by in whiffs of urgency, I took my time. I didnโt feel like flexing, just evaporating into the shadows and the moving clouds. I walked by a little adobe that once was a dump site for empty bottles, cartons, worn-out furniture and piles of wood. A year later, the yard is almost condominium clean. Just as I was passing the driveway, the little woman whom Iโd seen walking up Palace with her bag of groceries, appeared like a gust of history in the driveway of her adobe casita. She wore her heavy, blanket-like coat and a bandanna on her head. Regardless of weather, sheโs bundled up in the same woven Indian coat and long wool skirt. I stood next to her, a foot or so taller, and she unraveled history, without my prompting. She told me about the Martinez family, the Montoyas and the Abeytas, all families she knew, all with streets named after them.
Estelle asked me my name, and then took my hand in her weathered unyielding grip, โOh, I had an Aunt named Lucero, and we called her LouLou.โ She didnโt let go of my hand, and then she told me that the families, some names Iโve forgotten, bought homes on Palace in 1988 for $50,000, She shook her finger to demonstrate her point. โYou know how many houses they bought? Five! Then they fixed them up and sold them.โ
I could have stood there in the gravel driveway listening to Estelle all afternoon. She owns the oral history I love to record; but it is difficult to understand her, she talks with the speed of a Southwest wind. We parted and I thought about the times in my life when the smallest of interactions elevates my spirit. In older people, who are not addicted to gadgets and distant intimacy, Iโm reminded of how speed socializing has diminished the opportunity for a sidewalk chat.
Luellen โLouLouโ Smiley is a creative nonfiction writer and award-winning newspaper columnist.
Posted in My view on Saturday, June 8, 2013 10:00 pm.
Dad used to say, the only thing I have to show for my life, is you.
Just cause I write doesn’t mean that I have something to say,
that isn’t already known. I write for everyone that feels something different, and no one wants to listen.ย
It’s my life.
Dad in Beverly Hills Court. On a charge for not registering as a criminal. He moved to Bel Air.
I rolled the dice this morning; got seven. This always lifts me UN-proportionately to
the triumph. ย What is a seven going to do? Nothing. The dice don’t do it;ย what happens Is
I believe it’s a lucky day;ย like the wind won’t knock down my outdoor writing arrangement,
and I’ll be able to write for hours, and not be interrupted by registered letters, construction noise coming
from the new Drury Hotel,ย or tenant complaints.
Whatย we all treasure and wish we could stack up in a treasure chest is piles of peace from whatever our lives do to make us nervous, edgy, and cuffed. Or we stop the behavior which I think is more difficult.
If you’re a middle class, middle-aged person who expectedย to be retired in Costa Rica by now with a book and a bottle, then you have to rearrange the internal map.ย 
I ‘ll never retire from writing; I hope one day I can live in my home again.
The throw of the dice this week lands on adventures in livingness; one day at a time. People with terminal illness, suffering from a shattered romance, a death of a friend, a natural disaster, always say the same thing; One day at a time.
Walking up Palace Avenue on a day spread with sunlight, and a continuum of power walkers, bikers and runners, passing by in whiffs of urgency, I took my time. I didnโt feel like flexing, just evaporating into the shadows, and the moving clouds. I walked by a little adobe, that once was a dump site for empty bottles, cartons, worn out furniture, and piles of wood. A year later, the yard is almost condominium clean. Just as I was passing the driveway, the little woman whom Iโd seen walking up Palace with her bag of groceries, appeared like a gust of history in the driveway of her adobe casita. She wore her heavy blanket like coat and a bandanna on her head. Regardless of weather, sheโs bundled up in the same woven Indian coat and long wool skirt. I stood next to her, a foot or so taller, and she unraveled history, without my prompting. She told me about the Martinez family, the Montoyas, and the Abeytas, all families she knew, all with streets named after them. Estelle asked me my name, and then took my hand in her weathered unyielding grip, โOh I had an Aunt named Lucero, and we called her LouLou.โ She didnโt let go of my hand, and then she told me that the families, some names Iโve forgotten, bought homes on Palace in 1988 for $50,000, She shook her finger to demonstrate her point. โYou know how many houses the Garcias bought? Five! Then they fixed them up and sold them.โ
I could have stood there in the gravel driveway listening to Estelle all afternoon. She owns the oral history I love to record; but it is difficult to understand her, she talks with the speed of a southwest wind. We parted and I thought about the times in my life when the smallest of interactions elevates my spirit. In older people, who are not addicted to gadgets and distant intimacy, I’m reminded of how speed socializing has diminished the opportunity for a sidewalk chat.
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The inner voice where gaps of expression are liberated.
Funny Blogs With A Hint Of Personal Development
Become a Story Hunter!
It's just banter
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Live Your Dreams Don`t Dream Your Life
Even a bad guy can have redeeming qualities
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