THE PUZZLE OF SOLITUDE Part One


Adventures in Livingness The people who pass my window aren’t snapped into wool and leather collars any longer. Now their heads raise to the sun; but their movement is sluggishly unfamiliar with spring steps. Soon they’ll be jogging and eying the world through sunglasses instead of face-warmers. Street scenery is similar to my garden; fresh […]

MY FRIENDS ARE HOME


My friends are beside me once again. It’s been five years since  their faces like postcards of my life, are in my room, lifted out of the box. I  can almost see their wisdom, and lessons floating above the birdcage hanging from the ceiling.  I had forgotten how much I depend on them, a collapse […]

DIARY TO DIARY


I appreciated him coming back to look after me while I was temporarily flattened by a silly back spasm. I know that he would have preferred staying in Taos with his new lover. I also know the feeling of being split in two-known it for two and half years when I was with John. Sometimes […]

Revising from the Inside Out


  I’m sitting outside in a flowerless garden because no matter how many flowers I plant, they only last one season, if that long. The garden is erupting out of its winter coat, and lime green buds will have to do for now. The sky that seals me in is licked with revisionary hope;  the kind […]

EDITS AND REVISIONS IN THE GARDEN


SMILEY’S DICE-ADVENTURES IN LIVINGNESS By:Luellen Smiley  SANTA FE,NM. I’m sitting outside in a flowerless garden because no matter how many flowers I plant, they only last one season, if that long. The garden is erupting out of its winter coat, and lime green leaves, plants, and stalks will have to do for now. The sky […]

A MOMENT FOR ANAIS


“It’s a way of looking at obstacles as something to overcome; of looking at what defeats us as the monster, created by ourselves, within ourselves,by our fears and therefore dissoluble and transformable. ”